1 week ago

One week ago, I wrote how I must move on. Up to today, I have not. She told me so much about herself, that shows how much she trusted me. Yet, I dun understands her deeper and better. I am filled with questions, doubts everytime she tell me something more about herself.





Variations on the Kanon by Pachelbel-George Winston

Salt Water

I sat here in the kitchen looking at the trip photos with a heavy heart. Why am I sad? Why am I confused? Why am I moving towards a decision that I am unwilling to make?

The signals are all contradicting each other and I am unable to let the relationship go. I dun feel discussing with her will work it out cos I dun believe in her answer anymore. Does that sounds bad that I have no confidence in talking and working it out? *Sigh*

I need to move on, there are some things that must be let go so that time is not wasted on an unfruitful endveour. I learnt that my heart will over-ride my head when I really like a person. I I understand now why some ladies contining with someone who is incompatiable with them.

Cliff Richard - Some People.

Dating vs Going out

A old friend asked me how a gal will know the difference between dating and going out with a guy. Thinking about it now, I realized that if you have asked it, it is most likely that your expectation is different from your dating/going out partner.

For me, it will be unacceptable situation. The tricky thing is how to resolve it peacefully and amicably. (say you still want to keep the friendship.) But, seriously, is it possible to resolve that in manner?

I dun have a answer to that.

Lenny Kravitz - I belong to you